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Tuesday, November 24, 2009

I Just Want One More Day With You


I'm so sad and depressed
Is all I want to do is rest
I go to sleep at night
But my dreams I just can't fight

I think of you lying in that bed
And wonder if there is anything I could have said
I wish you were still here
But I know that you are still near

I love you more than you know
I just wish you didn't have to go
I just want one more day with you
And I know thats what you would have wanted too

I miss you more and more each day
There is so much more we had to say
I know I will see you again
But my life is just started to begin.

Wednesday, September 2, 2009

Patience


Your words vibrate through my soul
Awakenings and racing thoughts on the go
My heart has been hit

You need to know

My friends flash warnings

Love and concern casts their doubts

How could I know
They steer me away


In the shadows I stay

Not letting go

My mind has lost control

I just don't know


Ulterior motives

Player on the move

All possibilities

What do I have to lose


I voice my fears

Heart already shakes and quivers

You listen and feel

"Patience" you reveal


I'm scared

I'm excited
I'm anxious

I'm delighted


Emotions unlocked

I let you in

Feelings enhanced

There's no return


Your words sing to me

Time soars by

I'm entranced by you

Pure laughter and joy

I feel a great loss
When we're unable to talk

I can never get enough

You've become a part of me


I follow my heart

It's all I can do

Time will tell

If our love is true


"Patience" you say

Patient I will be

Shutting out
The voices surrounding me

Tuesday, September 1, 2009

Barish hue


Barish hue to phoolon k tun chaak ho gaye
Mausam k haath bheeg k sufaak ho gaye

Badal ko kia khabar k barish ki chah mein
kitnay buland-o-bala shajar Khak ho gaye

Jugnoo ko din k waqt pakarnay kay zid karein
Bachay hamaray ehud k chalak ho gaye

Lehra rahi hai burf ki chadar hata k ghass
Suraj ki sheh pay tinkay bhi, bay-bak ho gaye

Suraj dimag loog bhi iblaag-a-fikr mein
Zulf-a-shab-a-firaaq k pechaak ho gaye

Jab bhi Gareeb-a-shehar say kuch guftagu hue
Lehjay hawa-a-shaam k num-naak ho gaye

Sahil pay jitnay aab guzeeda thay sab kay sab
Dariya kay rukh badaltay hi tay-raak ho gaye

BARISH


Barish ki yeh pehli boondain
Kesa jadu karti hein
Dil say khoon k qatray lay ker
Meri ankhain bharti hein
Barish k is deebachay say
Kitnay manzer khultay hein
Khuwab sa Aalm, Lehja Madham,
Aankhain Nam Nam, Bheega Mausam,
Pehli barish,pehli khuwahish,
Pehla jazba, pehla waada,
Pehli khushbu, pehla aansoo,
Chup chup rehna
Soch mein parna
Jo bhi kehna tashna kehna
Toota fiqra, aadha jumlaa,
Jalti sansein, thandi aahen,
Bojhal palkain, saahir aankhain
Dhani Jora, sabz dupatta,
Lambay gaisoo, qatil khushboo
Eik pehar mein
Eik jag beeta
Main nay tera bazoo thama
Wasal ki is pehli barish mein
Kiya kuch khoya, kiya kuch paya
Barish ki yeh pehli boondein
Keisa jadu karti hein
Dil say khoon k katrey lay ker
meri ankhein bharti hein
Barish k is deebachay say
Kitnay manzar khultay hein...!!!!!

Friday, August 28, 2009

Maybe Today...


Maybe today...
you'll look at me the way you did yesterday,

when all my faults were set aside,

and for once, i felt perfect.



Maybe today...

my cheeks wont hurt

from the amount of smiles

you place on my face.



Maybe today...

i'll think straight and pull myself together.

think of all the times you hurt me

and the amount of tearless pain.



But today...

insted of pulling out and moving on...
i fell for you all over again.

Wednesday, August 26, 2009

GHAZAL


Woh dil ka bura,na beywafa tha
Bas mujh say yun he bicharr giya

Lafzon ki hadon say mawra tha
Ab kis say kahon woh shakhs kiya tha?

Woh meri ghazal ka aaena tha
Her shakhs ye baat janta tha

Her simt usi ka tazkira tha

Her dil mein woh jaisay bas raha tha

Main uski "ana" ka aasra tha

Woh mujh say kabhi na rothta tha

Main dhoop k ban mein jal raha tha

Woh saya-e-aber ban giya tha

Aik baar bicharr k jab mila tha

Woh mujh say lipat k ro para tha

Main banjh ruton ka aashna tha

Woh mosam-e-gul ka zaiqa tha

Kiya kuch na usay kaha giya tha?

Us ney to labon ko c liya tha

Woh chand ka humsafar tha shayed

Raaton ko tamaam jagta tha

Honton mein gulon ki narm khushbo

Batoon mein to shehed gholta tha

Kehney ko juda tha mujh say kekin

Woh meri ragon mein gunjta tha

Us ney jo kaha,kiya wo dil ney
Inkaar ka kis mein hosla tha

Yun dil mein thi yaad us ki jaisay

Masjid mein chiragh jal raha tha

Mat pucho hijaab k qareeney

Woh mujh say bhi kam he khul saka tha

Us din mera dil bhi tha pareshan

Woh bhi merey dil say kuch khafa tha

Main bhi tha dra hoa sa lekin

Rang us ka bhi kuch urra urra tha
Aik khouf sa hijar ki ruton ka

Dono pey muheit ho chala tha

Aik rah say main bhi tha gu.rezan

Aik morr pey woh bhi ruk giya tha

Aik pal mein jhapak gae jo aankhien
Manzer he nazar mein dosra tha


Socha to they.her gaey zamaney

Daikha to woh dor jachuka tha

Qadmon say zameen sirak gae thi

Suraj ka bhi rang sanwla tha

Chaltey howey loog ruk gaey they

They.ra howa sheher ghumta tha

Sehmey howey pairr kanptey they

Paton mein hiraas rengta tha

Rakhta tha main jis mein khuwab apney

Wo kanch ka ghar chatakh giya tha


Hum dono ka dukh tha aik jaisa

Ehsaas magar juda juda tha

Kal shab woh mila tha doston ko

Kehtey hein udaas lag raha tha


Mohsin yeh ghazal he keh rahi hai

Shayed tera dil dukha howa tha...

FRIENDS



We need friends for many reason,
all throught the four seasons.
We need friends to comfort us when we are sad,
and to have fun with us when we are glad.
We need friends to give us good advice,
we need someone we count on to treat us nice.
We need friends because we are social in nature,
and having friends make us feel secure.
We need friends to remember us once we have passed,
Sharing memories that will always last.
That's why I need You!
Friendship does not need everyday conversation,
does not always need togetherness.
As long as the relationship is kept in the heart,
True friends never go apart.

"Kahein Lay Chal Sanwal"


Mujhay or kahein lay chal sanwal!!

Jahan nafrat dil mein bas na sakay
Jahan koe kisi ko das na sakay
Jahan koe kisi pay hans na sakay
Jahan koe bhi ganjal kas na sakay
Mujhay or kahein lay chal sanwal!!

Jahan hath phaylen der bhi na hon
Jahan roog kisi k ghar bhi na hon
Jahan azadi k dar bhi na hon
Jahan tootay phootay per bhi na hon
Mujhay or kahein lay chal sanwal!!

Jahan dard kisi ko raas na ho
jahan koe malool,udaas na ho
Jahan zulmat ki bou,baas na ho
Jahan tou bhi ziada paas na ho
Mujhay or kahein lay chal sanwal!!

Tuesday, August 25, 2009

A Red, Red Rose


O my Luve's like a red, red rose
That's newly sprung in June;
O my Luve's like the melodie
That's sweetly played in tune.

As fair art thou, my bonnie lass,
So deep in luve am I;
And I will luve thee still, my dear,
Till a' the seas gang dry:

Till a' the seas gang dry, my dear,
And the rocks melt wi' the sun;
I will luve thee still, my dear,
While the sands o' life shall run.

And fare thee weel, my only Luve,
And fare thee weel awhile!
And I will come again, my Luve,
Tho' it ware ten thousand mile.

Monday, August 24, 2009

shaam k baad

Tu nay daikha hai kabhi eik nazar shaam k baad
Kitnay chup-chaap say lagtay hain shajar shaam k baad

Itnay chup-chaap k rastay bhi rahen gay laa-ilm
Chor jaen gay kisi roz nagar shaam k baad

Main nay aisay he gunah teri judai mein kiye
Jaisay tufaan mein koi chor day ghar shaam k baad

Shaam say pehlay wo mast apni adaon mein raha
Jis k hathon mein thay Totay huey par shaam k baad

Raat biti to ginay aablay aur phir socha
Kaun tha bais-e-aaghaz-e-safar shaam k baad

Tou hai suraj tujhay malum kahan raat ka dukh
Tou kisi roz meray ghar mein utar shaam k baad

Laut aaye na kisi roz wo aawara mijaaz
khol rakhtay hain isi aas pay dar shaam k baad

"DUAA"



Lab pay aati hai duaa ban k tamanna meri
Zindagi shamma ki surat ho Khudaya meri

Dur duniya ka meray dam andhera no jaye
Har jagah meray chamaknay say ujala ho jaye

Ho meray dam say yuon he meray watan ki zinat
Jis tarah phuul say hoti hai chaman ki zinat

Zindagi ho meri parwaanay ki surat yaa.Rab
Ilm ki shamma say ho mujh ko mohabbat yaa.Rab

Ho mera kaam Garibon ki himayat karana
Dard-mandon say zaifon se mohabbat karna

Meray Allah burai say bachana mujh ko
Nek jo raah ho us raah pay chalana mujh ko

Monday, June 15, 2009

"LIFE IS FINE"


I went down to the river,
I set down on the bank.
I tried to think but couldn't,
So I jumped in and sank.

I came up once and hollered!
I came up twice and cried!
If that water hadn't a-been so cold
I might've sunk and died.

But it was Cold in that water! It was cold!

I took the elevator
Sixteen floors above the ground.
I thought about my baby
And thought I would jump down.

I stood there and I hollered!
I stood there and I cried!
If it hadn't a-been so high
I might've jumped and died.

But it was High up there! It was high!

So since I'm still here livin',
I guess I will live on.
I could've died for love--
But for livin' I was born

Though you may hear me holler,
And you may see me cry--
I'll be dogged, sweet baby,
If you gonna see me die.

Life is fine! Fine as wine! Life is fine!

Where the Sidewalk Ends by "Shel Silverstein"


There is a place where the sidewalk ends And before the street begins,
And there the grass grows soft and white,
And there the sun burns crimson bright,
And there the moon-bird rests from his flight
To cool in the peppermint wind.


Let us leave this place where the smoke blows black

And the dark street winds and bends.

Past the pits where the asphalt flowers
grow

We shall walk with a walk that is measured and slow,

And watch where the chalk-white arrows go
To the place where the sidewalk ends.


Yes we'll walk with a walk that is measured and slow,

And we'll go where the chalk-white arrows go,

For the children, they mark, and the children, they know

The place where the sidewalk ends.

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

I taught myself. . .


I taught myself to live simply and wisely,
to look at the sky and pray to God,
and to wander long before evening
to tire my superfluous worries.
When the burdocks rustle in the ravine
and the yellow-red rowanberry cluster droops
I compose happy verses
about life's decay, decay and beauty.
I come back. The fluffy cat
licks my palm, purrs so sweetly
and the fire flares bright
on the saw-mill turret by the lake.
Only the cry of a stork landing on the roof
occasionally breaks the silence.
If you knock on my door
I may not even hear.

"Another Sky"


There is another sky,
Ever serene and fair,
And there is another sunshine,
Though it be darkness there;
Never mind faded forests, Austin,
Never mind silent fields -
Here is a little forest,
Whose leaf is ever green;
Here is a brighter garden,
Where not a frost has been;
In its unfading flowers
I hear the bright bee hum:
Prithee, my brother,
Into my garden come!

Friday, May 22, 2009

Dair Kitni Lagti Hai. . .

Aag ho to jalney mein dair kitni lagti hai

barf ke pighalne mein dair kitni lagti hai



chahey koi ruk jaaye chahey koi reh jaaye

qaaflon ko chalney mein dair kitni lagti hai



chahey koi jaisa bhi ham_safar ho sadiyon sey

rastaa badalney mein dair kitni lagti hai



yeh to waqt k bas mein hai k kitni mohlat dey

warna bakht Dhakane mein dair kitni lagti hai



mom ka badan leykar dhoop mein nikal aana

aur phir pighalney mein dair kitni lagti hai



soch ki zaminon mein raastey juda hon to

door jaa nikalney mein dair kitni lagti ha


Tuesday, May 19, 2009

I Always Knew. . .


I always knew that you would be the one


The one that I could never say no to


The one that I will always run to


The one that I can never deny


The one that will always make me cry


The one that makes me feel like no one else can


The one that holds my heart in the palm of your hand


The one that has hurt me like no one else can


I always knew that you were the one


That I would love forevermore


The one that I would adore


I always knew you would be the one


To make me feel complete


To hold my hand and force sadness to retreat


I want to spend my life running to you


Never telling you no


Doing all I can to make your dreams come true

Monday, May 11, 2009

Ghazal

yeh kiya k sab sey biyan dil ki halaten karni
'Faraz' tujh ko na aaein muhabbatein karani

yeh qurb kiya hai k tu samane hai aur hamain
shumar abhi se judai ki sa'atein karani

koi khuda ho k patthar jise bhi ham chahen
tamam umer usi ki ibadaten karni

sab apne apne qarine se muntazir us k
kisi ko shukr kisi ko shikayaten karani

ham apne dil se hain majabur aur logon ko
zara si bat pe barpa qayamaten karani

milen jab un se to mubaham si guftagu karna
phir apne ap se sau-sau wazahaten karani

ye log kaise magar dushmani nibhaten hain
hamin ko ras na ain muhabbaten karani

kabhi 'Faraz' naye mausamon main ro dena
kabhi talash purani raqabaten karani

"YOU WERE THERE FOR ME"


Words escape me
at this moment
that seems like the end
yet it is only the beginning
when friendships are close
and dreams are far
you were there for me.
Tears fill me
with memories of both good and bad
some nearly forgetton
yet all dear to the heart
you were there for me.
In times of trouble
and in times of thanks
you stood by my side
and held me up.
Through your ever-patient ears
to your comforting hugs
you were there for me.
From that first day
when I saw you and knew
that you would love me for who I was
you were there for me.
And until the day
when we are old and gray
I will always know that
you are there for me.

Friday, May 8, 2009

BAS MAIN AUR TUM

IS SAAL MEIN KOI PAL TO AISA HO JO TERA MERA HO,
JIS MEIN KOI TEESRA NA HO,

HUM DAIR TAK EK DUSREY SE BATEIN KAREIN,

AUR IN BATAON KO SUNANEY WALA KOI OR NA HO ,

BAS ME AUR TUM HON,

YUNHI BAITHEY BAITHEY HUM KISI CHOTI SI BAAT PAR

BETHASHA HANS PAREIN,

HANSTEY HANSTEY ANKHON SE ANSOU NIKAL PAREIN,

IN ANSUON KO SAAF KARNEY WALA AUR KOI NA HO,

BAS MEIN AUR TUM HON,

AUR KASH IS SAAL MEIN KOI TO PAL AISA HO JO SIRF TERA MERA HO.

How Much I Love You I Can't Say


How much I love you I can't say:
It's more than words can hold.
You're all at once my rich, red clay,
My potter and my mold.

Yours the words that shaped my voice,
The spirit within mine.
Yours the will that shaped my choice,
My fortune, and my sign.

How lucky I was to have had you
At the core of me!
Wise and good, you always knew
Just what I could be.

And so I came to be someone
Whom I could be proud of.
For this I give my swollen sum
Of gratitude and love.

Tuesday, May 5, 2009

Dust of Snow


The way a crow
Shook down on me
The dust of snow
From a hemlock tree
Has given my heart
A change of mood
And saved some part
Of a day I had rued.

Your Name



I wrote your name in the sky,

but the wind blew it away.

I wrote your name in the sand,

but the waves washed it away.

I wrote your name in my heart,

and forever it will stay.

A Special World


A special world for you and me
A special bond one cannot see
It wraps us up in its cocoon
And holds us fiercely in its womb.

Its fingers spread like fine spun gold
Gently nestling us to the fold
Like silken thread it holds us fast
Bonds like this are meant to last.

And though at times a thread may break
A new one forms in its wake
To bind us closer and keep us strong
In a special world, where we belong.

Monday, April 20, 2009

Tum Se Kiya Kahein Jaanaa
















Zindagi k meyley mein
,,khowahishon k reley mein


Tum sey kiya kahein jana,,is qadar jhameley mein


Waqt ki ravani hai,,bakht ki girani hai


Sakht bezamini hai,,sakht laamakani hai


Hijr k samandar mein


Takht aur takhtey ki
eik he kahani hai


Tum ko jo sunani hai


Baat go zara si hai


Baat umer bhar ki hai


Umer bhar kii baatein kab do ghari mein hoti hain


dard k samandar mein


Ungenat jazeerein hein,beyshumaar moti hain


Aankh k jazerey mein tum ne jo sajaayaa thaa


Baat us diye ki hai


Baat us giley ki hai


Jo lahuu ki Khilvat mein chor ban k aataa hai


Lafz k fasilon par
---Tuut tuut jaata hai


Zindagi se lambi hai
baat rat_jage ki hai


Raaste mein kaisey milein
baat takhliye ki hai


Takhliye ki baaton mein
guftaguu izaafi hai


Piyaar karane waalon ko
eik nigaah kaafi hai


Ho sake to sun jaao eik din akeley mein


Tum se kiya kahein jaanaa


is qadar jhameley mein. . .

"Mohabbat Tor Sakti Hai"




Koi Zanjeer Ho Usko Mohabbat Torr sakti hai



Jidhar Chahe ye Bagein Zindagi ki Morr Sakti hai






Mohabbat Rok Sakti hai Kisi Girtey Sitarey Ko



Kisi Jaltey Shararey Ko , Fana Kay Shuaarey ko






Ye Chikna Chour Aaenay Ki kricheian Jorr Sakti hai



Koi Zanjeer Ho, usko Mohabbat Torr sakti hai






Muhabbat Per kisi bhi Rasm ka Pehra nahi chalta



Kisi Aamr ,Kisi Sultan ka Sikka nahi Chalta






Ye her Zindaan Ki Aandhi Salakhein Torr sakti hai



Koi Zanjeer Ho Usko Muhabbat Torr Sakti hai






Ye Jab chahey Kisi Bhi khowab ki Tabeer Mil Jaye



Kisi Rastey mein Raasta Poochti ,Taqdeer Mil jaye






Samey kay Taiz Dharoon ko Ye pichey Chorr Sakti hai



Koi Zanjeer Ho , Uss ko Muhabbat Torr Sakti hai


Wednesday, April 15, 2009

''Ghazal''


Bhier mein ik ajnabi ka samna acha laga
sab se chup kar woh kisi ka dekhna acha laga
Surmai aankhon k niche phool se khilne lage
kehte kehte kuch kisi ka sochna acha laga
Baat to kuch bhi nahi thi lekin us ka ek dam
hath ko honton pe rakh kar rokna acha laga
Chay main chini milana us ghari bhaya bohat
zer-e lab vo muskurata shukriya acha laga
Dil main kitne ahad bandhe the bhulane ke use
woh mila to sab iradey torna acha laga
Beirada lams ki woh sansani pyari lagi
kam tawajjo ankh ka woh dekhna acha laga
Nim shab ki Khamushi main bhigti sarkon pe kal
teri yadon k jalo main ghumna acha laga
Us udu-e-jan ko 'Amjad' main bura kaise kahun
jab bhi aya samne woh bewafa acha laga

Monday, April 6, 2009

"MAA"


Yeh kaamyabiyan izzat yeh naam tum se hai


Khuda ne jo bhi diya hai maqam tum se hai



Tumhare dam se hain mere lahoo mai khiltey gulaab


Mere wujood ka saara nizam tum se hai



Kahan bisaat-e-jahan aur mai kamsin aur nadaan


Yeh meri jeet ka sab ahtemam tum se hai



Jahan jahan hai meri dushmani sabab mai hoon


Jahan jahan hai mera ahteraam tum se hai

Yeh jo tum bhool jaya kerte ho


Kis qadar zulm dhaya kertey ho

Yeh jo tum bhool jaya kertey ho


Kis ka ab haath rakh ke seeney per

Dil ki dhadhkan sunaya kertey ho


Hum jahan chaye peeney jatey thay

Kiya wahan ab bhi aaya kertey ho


Kon hai ab ke jis ke chehrey per

Apni palkon ka saaya kertey ho


Kiun mere dil mein rakh nahi detey

Kis liye gham uthaya kertey ho


Phone per geet jo sunatey thay

Ab wo kis ko sunaya kertey ho


Akhiri khat mein usney likha tha

Tum mujhe yaad aaya kertey ho

"Kaise tujhe sada detey"


Dayar-e-ghair mein kaisey tujhe sada detey



Tu mil bhi jata to tujhe ganwa detey




Tumhe ney hum ko sunaya na apna dukh warna



Dua wo kartey k hum aasman hila detey




Hamein ye zom raha ab k wo pukarengey



Unhein ye zid thi k her bar hum sada detey




Woh tera gham tha k taseer mere lahjey ki



K jis ko hall sunatey usey rula detey




Tumhen bhulna he awwal to dastaras mein nahi



Jo ikhtiyar bhi hota to kiya bhula detey



Tumhari yaad ney koi jawab he na diya


Merey khayalon k aansou rahey sada detey




Sama'ton ko main ta-umrr kosta Syed



Woh kuch na kahtey magar hont to hila detey

Tuesday, March 31, 2009

"If You Forget Me"


I want you to know
one thing.

You know how this is:
if I look
at the crystal moon, at the red branch
of the slow autumn at my window,
if I touch
near the fire
the impalpable ash
or the wrinkled body of the log,
everything carries me to you,
as if everything that exists,
aromas, light, metals,
were little boats
that sail
toward those isles of yours that wait for me.

Well, now,
if little by little you stop loving me
I shall stop loving you little by little.

If suddenly
you forget me
do not look for me,
for I shall already have forgotten you.

If you think it long and mad,
the wind of banners
that passes through my life,
and you decide
to leave me at the shore
of the heart where I have roots,
remember
that on that day,
at that hour,
I shall lift my arms
and my roots will set off
to seek another land.

But
if each day,
each hour,
you feel that you are destined for me
with implacable sweetness,
if each day a flower
climbs up to your lips to seek me,
ah my love, ah my own,
in me all that fire is repeated,
in me nothing is extinguished or forgotten,
my love feeds on your love, beloved,
and as long as you live it will be in your arms
without leaving mine

An Entrapment


My love, I have tried with all my being



to grasp a form comparable to thine own,



but nothing seems worthy;






I know now why Shakespeare could not



compare his love to a summer’s day.



It would be a crime to denounce the beauty



of such a creature as thee,



to simply cast away the precision



God had placed in forging you.






Each facet of your being



whether it physical or spiritual



is an ensnarement



from which there is no release.



But I do not wish release.



I wish to stay entrapped forever.



With you for all eternity.



Our hearts, always as one.

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